Archive for October, 2008

10/21/08

I am not sure if I have written at all this month. Been kind of busy kind of not, to be honest. Actually, I have felt extremely overwhelmed for weeks now. I have another dentist appointment today, which I am not happy about but Greg is doing carpool so that makes up for it. I wouldn’t mind if he would do carpool everyday but I won’t get my hopes up.

I have had some really neat God-moments this month. Each time I wonder if I could possible dig any deeper into God He just brings me closer. Sometimes it feels like a yank and sometimes a gentle pull. Lately: a yank. In fact, I am pretty sure I have whip lash. But then, I am not sure God would yank or pull…would He? Would that be an infringement on free will? But then, since I claim Him as my Savior, does that give him permission to yank? Interesting questions.

The kids are great as always. We are quickly approaching those scary teen years and the transition isn’t smooth. And now we have a tweener so life is sometimes just a big old bowl of rotten cherries. But other days make up for that. We have all been laughing together lately a lot!  Of course, we are broke so there is nothing else to do but laugh but it keeps us home and together so I can’t complain.

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10/06/08

I am blessed. Oh my goodness! My entire family is blessed.

I have been sitting here (honestly, I am at work but we are slow and I can’t leave) so I have been sitting here reading online news articles. I had started doing some research on democrat vs republicans. I have some fairly strong views, kinda. Watching the debates I keep asking myself what it is I am not seeing about the party I probably not going to vote for. What is the big draw or event that is attracting such fierce competition? So, I thought I would do some research. I am still seeking. I want to make the right vote next month and that means lots of research.

So, after I read through a few of those websites I decided to check on the news. I love the news but mostly things about the economy so right now the news is a huge fill for me. Reading through how people are suffering through this credit crunch, deflating house markets, and job losses I find myself screaming THANK GOD! Our family is blessed. For the first time in a long time I realize today that our financial struggles over the last years has been the biggest blessing in disguise!

We don’t have credit cards, car payments, or a mortgage. You  may say that we are equity-broke but I say that we are safety-rich right now. My husband and I both have fairly secure jobs in our respective markets. He even has a 2nd job delivering newspapers in the morning and with the number of layoffs right now he couldn’t have picked a better time to pick that up because I am sure, soon, people will be desperate for anything to bring in some money.

Christmas is not going to be big, but then it never is. We spend as little as possible always focusing more on our faith and family. This may seem odd but we do this 365 days a year anyway. We try to live our worship all the time, Christmas should be no different. Our kids are growing up knowing that they don’t have everything that other kids have but also knowing that they have everything they need….and MORE! Greg and I refuse to live in a way that we are always trying to keep up with the trends, newest toys, and hottest clothes. Ask my friends, I wouldn’t know what to spend the $$ on if I had it. My value is not going to found in the name brand I am wearing, the car I am driving, or the house I live in.

We are blessed so very much. God keeps providing and I am learning how to lean on Him and trust Him as He continues to bring us from one day to the next. The economy is struggling….but right now I am not scared, although that could change after this next election :-)

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10/01/08

Total mommy moment today. So, I have been trying to find a league for my son to play basketball since the league he has played with for the past 6 years only goes through the 6th grade. Well, I was getting really excited about this new place that is open that will start leagues in October. Only, it wasn’t until several requests for information and a lot of annoyance that went back to the sight again. Yes, there will be a 7th grade league but it’s not until 2-0-0-9!!!!!! Ug, I was so upset and now I am scrambling to find a league for him to play in but I think I go it. How stupid and rediculous do I feel right now? Incredibly and I can only hope that I find a league for him because I have a basketball player and I would hate for him to not have a court to play on.

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