I have to wonder if I am struggling in something great right now. After re-reading the devotion I wrote this morning I am wondering if I there is a reason behind the terrible ache in my heart to see and be with Jesus. Am I sad? Am I stressed? Am I lonely? Is something coming and He is drawing me closer to him? I don’t understand.
Some mornings my writing is more inspiried feeling than others. Does that make sense? This morning, after not much sleep at all, I was worried I wouldn’t get everything done in time to get to work. But as my fingers flew across my laptop keyboard and I sipped my coffee (with hazelnut creamer, of course) I was in a daze. My heart was pounding in my chest and I could picture myself bowing down, maybe Jesus putting his hand on my shoulder, and then hearing his voice. How incredible would that be? I can close my eyes right now and picture it. The longing in my heart is almost painful right now.
